My TimeZone is CET/CEST[ Central European ^(Summer) Time ]So If I don't respond for hours while it is Night for me, don't go after me lol

Also, I take various meds at night, and they get me easily confused and can make me enter a half sleep state, So please understand that my speech ( written or audio ) past 8-9 PM my time , can be Slurred in audio, written weird, and have absolutely no sense and have me throw weird accusations quesiotning you why your profile picture is that and that it must mean you hate me- So uh, yea, If you see me behaving like this at those times, It's from meds and me not being asleep because I got caught up in work and conversations. Having said this part, please, when it is this time for me, do not Ping me or Message me jokingly saying something's important, 'cause my delusional head will start thinking it's real. And if you see me already at it, just idk, say you're going to sleep and idk yall tell me go sleep your meds are being weird idk - Look just, in those times proceed with caution with me please x) lol....

I'm mentally disabled and yes I go to therapists lol....
- I've found that a lot of people do not want to interact with people who have any mental disorder or that have specific disorder... and even though I don't feel that way towards anyone, I know somebody might feel that way about me and I do not want to make people uncomfortable, though with my behaviour, that's kind of unavoidable :|.
By therapists, over past 4 years I've been diagnosed with various things and some diagnosis were discared and some evolved into something else or merged with another.
Right now, my official Diagnosis are:
- Autism Spectrum
- Borderline Personality Disorder
- Unspecified Dissociative Disorder [ With Headmates / Alters ]
- Dependant Personality Disorder
- Generalized Anxiety Disorder
- Unspecified Unorganic Psychosis
+ Traces of Anhedonia and Passive Agoraphobia

NinjagoCon
- I'm the Main Organizer of NinjagoCon - The First Online Ninjago Convention of which the first edition happened in March 2025 and the second edition is scheaduled for late July of 2026
- Yes, the Con got rescheaduled twice, from May to June, then June to July. it's my fault, or I guess the fault of my bio dad for doing things to get arrested and leaving me alone to end to my disabled gruncle. The con needs patience and time to be edited, so we don't repeat last year's rushed shenanigans. I'm really sorry for the delays, but i don't want to push my mental health over the edge, and I don't want to put other hosts and Organizers in such position because of my Lateness + Since this year we got so much more participants and so many more special guests, I don't want to have tons of editing mistakes in videos ^{like last year x|}
- If you wonder how it is to organize the con, I do it with experience of having had been a Volunteer on real life conventions and attending them; by gathering other interested people to organize things, Host days, make promotional material, make sound effects, music, visual effects, visuals, record videos and vocals, edit videos, gathering jury for the competitions, gathering fans and important Ninjago people to see if they'd be interested in participation by commenting or DMing

COSPLAY
- Every year I make only one self-made Ninjago Cosplay because I'm broke xD...
I sew things with a sewing machine and craft things with EVA foam
... In order of making they go as:

Kid Morro
[ Competed on Pandakon 2022 ]

The Crystal King
[ Competed on Pandakon 2023 ]
[ Won Honourary mention award on Pandakon 2023 ]

The Rebooted Overlord
[ Competed on Pandakon 2024 ]
[ Attended Rikon 2024 ]

Rox
[ Competed on Pandakon 2025 ]
[ Competed on Zagreb Games Week 2025 ]
[ Won Judge's ( BenderShield ) Personal favourite award on Zagreb Games Week 2025]

Naiad / Nyad
[ Competed on Isle of Wonders 2026 ]

FANART
- I'm often in an artblock or simply just too stressed out or demotivated to be able to draw, so sometimes my pieces exceed my expectations, and sometimes I'm feeding people scraps 'cause I simply couldn't do it.

- I draw in Clip Studio Paint Pro with the help of the 3d base models !


- Some of my favourite drawings are these:

Beatrix for my Fansong " Father, Sister "

Rebooted Overlord for the " Ninjago 15th Collab " that was hosted by @stardust_drawss and @the.waffle.ninja on Instagram !

Ras in Magazine Trend

Music / Fansongs
- I'm prolly one of the first people to have begun rapidly making Fanmade Music / Songs for Ninjago and I'm glad I can say that I've been here before the AI slop " Ninjago Fansongs " started !
- Originally, I started this journey by doing rewrites and parodies of existing songs, with only my phone as a Microphone and then I've started composing melodies myself in FL Studio and recording with actual equipment xD
- I've created over 60 Fansongs since 2022, many of them being in collaboration with other fans who joined in by singing, playing instruments, making melodies, mixing, mastering, making art and writing lyrics
So... Make sure to check out everyone I've collabed with ^{( they're listed on my YT channel )} !
- a few songs I did in collaboration with Actual Voice Actors; Deven Mack and Sam Vincent !

- I am not a professional singer, and I do not attend singing classes, I just sing and try to see what I can do with my voice... I like singing angelic, lullaby-like vocals, and I like attempting to Metal Scream ^{and ruin my vocal chords teefknhee} And I also like attempting some Ethno Vocals, but I'm not sure what that's called and what exactly I'm doing, except that I really like it xD...

- I know that a lot of people can't get a grip of me singing as characters that have a very masculine voice, 'cause I don't have such voice, but I still try to capture their voices through the way I say words and through emotions I project.

- A lot of songs are subconsciously inspired with Slavic Balkan tunes, which I realized later on when some people started pointing those out xD...

- Some songs that ARE Ninjago Related, cover themes of Mental issues I myself am facing, projected onto Ninjago's Canon Characters, and No it's not " Father, Sister " cuz no I didn't assassinate my dad, banish my sister and then lead a dictatorship yet WHAT

Anyways, go check out my YT channel for the fansongs !

My bday is 21st of November and I'm a Scorpio!

I'm Croatian, but I think and speak in English more than in Croatian xD !

Besides liking to sing in various ways, composing, and writing lyrics and drawing on my tablet, and sewing and crafting cosplays, I also like to edit some videos, make cool SFX effects on my videos and images, Do Closet Cosplay, think of Ninjago AUs, Voice Act and see what the heck my vocals are capable of and much more xD

I'm a big Lord Ras simp, but I also simp for other questionable characters, such as:
- Beatrix, Rox, Nokt, Humanoid Preeminent, The Overlord, Young and Sensei Garmadon, Young Wu... I should get some help BAHAHAHA

I was on Supertalent Croatia xD !

I think I'm a pessimist, I always say " Better to Expect the worst, so that you can pleasantly be surprised when something good happens, rather than expecting someting good, only to be devastated by something horrible ".
It actually goes for people's idea about me. I kind of hate when people have high expectations of me and then end up disappointed. I'd rather be looked down on so that I can perhaps prove you wrong.

My LGBTQIA+ identities are:
- Asexual, Aromantic, AegoRomanticFlux, DemiSensual, PanSensual, DemiPlatonic, PanPlatonic, Agender [ through I like the term " GenderVoid " more ]

Sote IS my real name, I've legally changed it some years ago.

Since Sote is an acronym for " Soul Of The Existence ", I totally accept the nickname of " Exi "xD

I'm not a big fan of any pronouns for myself, so I just let people use any, but In preference order I'd say they'd go as it/they/he/she

I call the dissociation alters " headmates "

Speaking of Headmates, I'm one of them, as the Original Host disappeared in 2019 and I've just appeared, discarded the deadname and though of a name that could resemble the entire body and myself

Headmates are mostly Fictives and they rarely ever talk to people outside headspace, and they don't even talk to me. However, some of them do want to try talking with others, so if you're curious or interested, you can message about it !

On a Political spectrum, I consider myself an Upwardist / Ascentist, a term me and Zena Airale coined some time ago. As name suggests, It's ascending form the binary Left and Right and Center, and ascending with Good qualities from all sides and if you wonder what good qualities are, I cannot answer that because everyone is entitled to their own opinion and It is not my place to tell you what is morally correct unless you're doing something really fucked up, then I'm coming after you lmfao.

My memory is declining... prolly from meds and trauma :|

I've only got one working kidney, while the other's full of stones, hah, I could sell that kidney, each stone for free bHAHAHHAHA

I'm paranoid and i never truly trust someone's intentions, however, I still overshare and openly talk about various things regardless, because I feel like I owe someone an explaination [ that ain't really good, ehh ]

I've survived Domestic Violence, Sexual Assaults and a Suicide Attempt.

My physical health is declining, but Doctors don't want / can't help me as they don't know ( and don't even try to find out ) what happened to my kidney and why. There have been words thrown around with Cancer or Terminal Illnesses some years ago, but nothing was tested for. I don't know how much longer I'll be alive considering my Physical state is worsening, sometimes a bit too fast, and I'm starting to forget things way too easily, perhaps due to medication, or another mental issue I'm not yet aware of. Not knowing what's wrong with you and how long you have left is the worst. I've got so many plans for my projects , but due to mental and physical problems combined, I can't sit at my desk and finish them, perhaps I should make a google drive and if my end nears, make it public so whoever wants to see my hidden projects that never got to be finished, they can see and perhaps make something out of it

Those who knew me from before while I lived with my father and gruncles, the situation's changed in April 2026. My dad's been arrested for 3rd time and is now in jail for Domestic Violence. He'll probably be released till he gets a court date, but I don't trust that he'll respect the restraining order and I fear I might end up a victim one random day.

I yap too much, don't I? Anyways...
Thank you all for your support, it means a lot to me because Ninjago, and the Online world, is the only one I've got.